actually, i dont think u can snap me out of it lol actually i dont think there is someone that can do that currently even around the vicinity

 

Oh well, the person who really had to do it is you...and want to do it, for that matter.

 

as long as things happen that dont contradict my current view i dont think anything will change lol

 

Well only you can change your way of thinking hon, to make it more positive.

 

how can i change my way to thinking positive when all the clues that i get around me are negative? cannot compute

 

Well first of all realise that just becomes someone does not answer you straight away, does not mean that they are ignoring you.

they could be talking to many people and trying to answer all in turn, so replies will come a bit late and no need to get paranoid about it.

 

true true i dont get paranoid about that, but there are times i dont get replied at all, they are busy chatting with others and log out when i am just left like that, how does that look then?

 

Babe you got nothing

 

i do understand that people are busy heck i am busy too sometimes, but i do reply eventually as fast as i can too, but when someone was talking to me and then going silent on me while talking to another people and then suddenly logs out, i dont think there is much to see positive here

 

Take it easy here kids. We are on the WWW here. We are all busy with our lives, we come here to relax.

 

we are not arguing i am just stating what i think, true we are here to relax talking to people but when people ignore me then how am i supposed to feel? even if its the www or real life if i am ignored i hate it

 

I dont believe anybody is ignoring anybody. I have noticed that some of the status info isn't correct on here. I leave mine logged in at times while I am away then it kicks me off. Maybe people have good intentions and get locked up in other conversations. Reality of the matter is that its the internet and we dont have to talk to anybody if we don't want to or we do if we want to. There are no rules to online chatting my friend.

 

Okay first of all i'm not ignoring anyone. If i log out without saying anything then maybe its cos my internet is playing up or maybe someone has come round.

I'm sorry i don't want to upset anyone but i do speak to more than one person on here and i do reply to more than one thread, so that all takes time.

If i give the impression I'm ignoring anyone then for that I'm sorry but i wont appologise for talking to other people.

 

i get what u mean and i dont blame anyone for doing what they do its just the way I feel not the way i am supposed to feel just my quirk i guess, when i talk to someone and he says brb i can understand that, but when he just cuts off then i begin to think

i never said u were ignoring me, i just know that u are busy, heck u dwell everywhere on the forum, i cant expect you to talk to me all the time heck i dont expect anyone to talk to me. i never also said that u should be sorry that u talk to other people

i dont expect people to talk to me, expect people to NOT talk to me, because i feel that i dont deserve it, but when people do want to talk to me i feel happy

also since it seems that both of u think i am being the sort to speak "bad" guy i think i will log for the day, i got too sad right now gonna punch that wall again:wall: sorry to bother both of u

 

Ok nobody thinks your the "bad guy". You just have to take the internet for what it is and people sometimes get busy with life. Hitting walls don't help, that's being ridiculous. Don't over think things, hurts your brain. Shit I haven't talked to my best friend in a month. We keep missing each other and leave messages. That's life man. Stick with me kid Ill take care of you

 

Okay now that is just pathetic I'm sorry if you think i am harsh but if my friend spoke like you in real life i would of strangled them by now.

I wont sit there and hold your hand and baby you, I'm not that kind of person. I will listen to you and give advice, i want to be your friend i really do, but i won't be made to feel bad.

You messaged me about 3 times about how you hate to be ignored and how i was doing just that. *sorry only just read them*

To talk about punching a wall is something i would expect from a child, that has a tantrum.

I understand you have a medical issue and that is why i have held my tongue for as long as i have but enough is enough.

You need to take your pills and realise there are many worse off people than yourself. Only the other week i had to deal with a couple that have been trying for a baby so long they use IVF, then they get pregnant...they are over the moon then they come for a scan and i have to tell them that the baby has died....can you even begin to imagine how that feels...i think not.

I don't come on here and ask people to cheer me up, i get on with it..i come on here to have a laugh and forget about that shit.

Like i said i will be your friend, you seem most the time like a very nice guy. What i wont do is soley spend the next however many hours just chatting to you and ignoring everyone else.

 

i havent talked to my friends for over 2 years, if i should call them friends, cause they werent...

oh in real life i got no friends that would actually care enough to strangle me mainly because after highschool i drew myself in completely after i had my friends completely forget me, the feeling of being alone is enough for me to just spend my time reading books and yeah its a medical condition i am lucky that i havent gone and killed myself with the ammount of thought i have gotten myself to it. trust me if someone wanted to strangle me i would welcome it

and i am sorry that i made u feel bad but i wanted to talk to someone today that actually listened to only me for a while but i know i will never be getting this

wall hitting? its not a tantrum is something to make me feel better, divert my attention from the pain of not being able to breath without hurting my chest or ignoring my heart that feels really tight and just wont beat right

and i know there are people worse off than me, but for someone another person's problem might be nothing, this problem of mine is enough to affect me even physically, my mind has made it too great to actually bear enough to make me have arythmia on my heart, and not be able to eat without throwing up or breathing without feeling that something is wrong with my chest

hell if i have tried to forget it i ended reading 7 books a week and not going out of my house for a whole month and i preffered it

u said i couldnt understand what that couple goes through oh i can understand because i can put myself in other people's shoes, thats one of the things i am good at, i care more about other people than i care for myself and when i want to actually care for myself none will listen cute huh and again i say different problems for different people the pressure is the same but if they trade the problems the pressure is different even less, even if it sounds small a problem is a problem it could be a mountain for someone and for someone else just a speck of dust

what can i say...... maybe i dont deserve having friends

 

Rebz I have to say that if you are looking for a special type of attention like that, a web site designed around sex is not the way to go. There are many chats out there for people that you can get the attention you may need. Not sure if you noticed but the Brat is a in demand thing on a site like this. There are 10X more men here then woman, I'm sure here mail box is full by the end of the day just because of here screen name alone and she is trying to be nice to everybody.

I honestly believe your a nice guy with good intentions and I want to give you some advice.

-Telling people that you welcome getting strangled or hitting a wall diverts your anger and makes you feel better is over the line and will get you nowhere in life. Im sure you have some problems and Im not telling you to bottle them up but you almost use it as a threat to people and make them feel bad. Friends don't do that, and on the internet it will get you nowhere cause all people have to do is ignore you. I don't know what issues mental or physical you have but AOL has some great chat lines for people that need attention, or message boards like this. Sex and woman should be the last thing on your mind if your issues are that bad. Woman are a pain in the ass and do nothing but drive you crazy. TRUST ME I KNOW. I have had them from my age to twice my age and kookoo is the word (No offense Brat)(she is going to be pissed at me now great). For some reason I always go back for more, I think I like the pain.

-If you havent talked to your friends in over 2 years then don't bother calling them friends (that is if they did something wrong). If you haven't talked to them because its your fault then that's your own deal. I personally only keep a hand full of friends since remembering that many birthdays is a pain in the arse lol. Get out and see new people dude. Somebody I actually call a friend just e-mailed me after 3 years the other day to go out and have a beer. He moved 3000Mi away back then and we lost touch. He came to visit and we picked up where we left off and it will probably be another 3 years till we talk again. Life is too short, Just chill out man is all Im trying to say. Shit happens and looking at the bad things will get you nowhere.

 

Evening all ^_^

 

My thread lives, lol HI KIDO!!!!